why is it still cold outside?

i get depressed looking at the weather forecast. this winter has dragged on too long. it is depressing. pretty sure everyone is sick of the cold and longs for warm sunny spring days already. no patients. and no patience too. my sanity is on the brink of breaking. all is too depressing. at least we got some order back in the house yesterday. well, hopefully. a clean house will make us less depressed. damn i sounded like an emo. need God. and miss boo.

not so heavenly post

sometimes you just try to find a reason to make mistakes, so that you can be not-yourself and blame it on something else, when essentially you need to be responsible for your actions. classic female example (i do this all the time): when you're feeling cranky, blame it on the pms. it is a license to be moody.

responsibility sucks but it comes with maturity.
do you want to stay a kid? of course not.
so stop whinging, allie! and do what you need to do.

this is our Father

Why should I feel discouraged,
Why should the shadows come,
Why should my heart feel lonely
And long for Heav'n and home,
When Jesus is my portion?
A constant Friend is He:
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches over me;
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me.

I sing because I'm happy,
I sing because I'm free,
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me (He watches me)
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches (I know he watches)
(I know he watches me)

I sing because I'm happy,
I sing because I'm free,
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me (He watches me)
His eye is on the sparrow
And I know he watches me (He watches me)
He watches me (I know he watches me)

"Let not your heart be troubled,"
His tender word I hear,
And resting on His goodness,
I lose my doubts and fears;
Though by the path He leadeth
But one step I may see:
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me;
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He watches me.

Whenever I am tempted,
Whenever clouds arise,
When songs give place to sighing,
When hope within me dies,
I draw the closer to Him,
From care He sets me free:
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He cares for me;
His eye is on the sparrow,
And I know He cares for me.

"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more important than food, and the body more important than clothes? Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they? Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?

"And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying, 'What shall we eat?' or 'What shall we drink?' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them.

i'm quitting my job!

got offered another one. time to move on^^

blessed weekend

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standing, rights, relationships, likeness, business, attitude, consolidation, discipleship, fellowship and lip sik (the last one is courtesy of tika hehehe)