fire

today i repented from unbelief. i haven't been able to feel any fire for God, not even a spark inside me for a while, and i tell you, it wasn't just a short while. as doubt and worries for the future crept in, i started to lose faith. i thought it'd pass as it is normal isn't it to have ups and downs in your christian life? yet i longed for the flame to reignite again and i strove so hard to get it back. how wrong have i been?! few hours ago, i found the answer. yep, just like the cheesy yet ever so true compass jingle, Jesus is the answer. not by my might or my power, but all by His grace. i needed grace (always needing it) and i received it. thank you Lord :) love you~