Wednesday, December 23, 2009

of adulthood, life and its purpose

good morning or afternoon, wherever you are~

it rained again. it is still raining. i woke up this morning with a tropical thunderstorm raging outside my closed blinds. no jogging today. i went downstairs to daddy's workstation and voila, escaped to virtual world whilst the rain is still pouring steadily, windows clattered with every sound of thunder.

five days in indo and i have started to feel bored. living a holiday feels really purposeless. God, help! is there anything meaningful i can do here? i'm msn-ing with my dearest melbourne friend at the moment and we are talking about building one's own life. gosh, it really shows our age, isn't it, this serious topic? i still believe in whatever you do, you need to have a passion, a strong zeal for it. otherwise, what is the point in doing it? still, it comes back to the question, what am i doing here?

as for now, maybe i am here to touch people's heart, to affect people's life, for the better. starting with my family, let them see the JC in me.

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