behind those clouds

clouds are hanging low this morning, and such weather always makes me blue. i have suffered under the constant agony of uncertainties these past few weeks and the sky seems not to care. i shivered as i crept out of bed onto the swivel chair and clicked on explorer. and i started typing this coz i want all of you to know, if you are in my position at the moment, that God does care.

He knows every single thing we face in life for He is in control. but He wants us to be strong so He lets us struggle and strive. Just like a father towards his children.

...i might not look like i do, always putting up a cheery and smiling front, but i have fears and worries,

i am waiting for results,
getting a new apartment,
finding a job,
waiting for life to get easier.

but then i realize that it wont until i change my perspective towards it. i have to look at life through Christ's glasses. He sent encouragement through Ps Misso :) Ps Misso said that life is full of uncertainties, but it is also a gift from God, and how we choose to live life, it would determine our happiness.

i'd borrow the statement Lo put up in her msn, "the antidote of fear is faith."

allie needs to have more faith.

i wanna be able to see the blue sky when it's raining heavily in my life.














*image courtesy of eL*