uneasy

i hate this feeling.
i want to feel happy after finishing exams but i cant.

i dunno why the school likes to keep their students in constant anxiety and not letting us graduating peacefully. why do they have to break bad news in two stages? the way they do it is torture even for those who actually pass. they say, they will let us know via email if we need to sit supplementary exams. so, today, there were 64 palpitating and anxious dents sitting for the whole day in front of their computers, checking their mail every 15 minutes and freaking out at the words "1 new email".

today's over and most rejoiced for the absence of news. but the same thing will happen all over again on monday when they will let us know if we have to do 3 months of extra clinical work before unleashing us to the wild wild world.

God, help!